A morning that I didn't expect .

What do you do if you lost ur sense of believing ? A place of shelter ? A shoulder to lean on ? Someone to cling to ? What will you do if you lost a FRIEND.I missed those whom  understands me , those who be in your  room and hear all your story rather than flirting her ass off over some guys-friends .Everyone has a limit , and mine reached up - At least for one , for godsake , don't take everything - I loathe the numb look that you frenquently gave me. In my mind I had so much time , but I was so wrong, Just by the waves tht floating the shore , enough to swept away the amity that we had .

current mode- shattered .

SIR ,Next time you point a finger ,I point you the the MIRROR .

My mood swingsssssss .These couple of days , I've been crawling a LOT . Its not like I can't stand on my own feet , - just seems to lost in a maze , riddle ,question .Enough is ENOUGH .speechless .I'm talking crap.I don't yearn four  your love . I don't need your love for charity .Don't spill your sympathy on me ,I had enough darl .It's so damn hard to kick this feelin' but I ain't gonna take any backward steps.I loathe your jeans , your smell , your vision , your words , your god given name , and most of all i hate me.

p/s: Don't ask me if I'm fine , when you know I'm not .

Fanatic haters - You know my name , not mY STORY GIRL .GROW UP .

                                                                    Third of Raya .

We keep our amity tight ,
       We put them boys to the side .



Tht's all for today , I'm not in a good zone right now .(cough+flu+headache)

An ordinary lil sayorita :')

For a sec , why can't I sincerely wear a smile ? .Why ,whats wrong with this homo-sapiens ?.Wish I could rip out a page from my memory , I put too much energy on it -just on it .Have you notice , I loose my focus ? sillydumbdumb me .moral of the story - I'm just too whacked , fatigue , exhausted ,Yea mister , you name it .Get me outta of here .Don't you know I'm claustrophobia ? My life keeps moving and its taking a toll of me , I'm not resistance to bruises nor do scratches .I'm fragile ,handle me with care .Am I asking for too much ?  *sigh*

                                                                  I think ,therefore ,I'm SINGLE
                                  [  My declaration of independence , I don't need to be anyone's baby ]

                                             

             Introducing , the song that I sing along ,my fallen star :)

                                 (The momma &

The sista-who's 5 but she instruct me like 40 years old widowed)

bravo muchachita .

                                          You aspire .I write . 

                                

I'm not an epicurean feast


I'm no her and never will be .


Let my starlight shines on it's own


Not the same kid from your scatty memory .

or less , I've gained more

we're in the same boat , why rained me with hatred?

One glance explains everything , twice cause wars.


wish I could treat triumph & disaster equally


blame me , I'm just god given name .


Do mind your words , I ain't heartless.


and YOU , it goes by the name YOU .


Your bygones keep me chill ,


Its your halo , keeps me sane .


Those three words feed me with a state of bliss that I can't explain.

I can't draw a river , I won't drag you down ,


Yet , I'll make you unreachable .


Cause I hold up the rhythm to your silence .

[WRITTEN by-ADELINE CAROL ALEX]









  When Pictures speak LOUDER

                   We didn't act our age :D

Monday,YET ?

                                                               

                                                       September 13th 2010 .

                                                     Fill your morn with

                                                   A cup of happiness :)

                                                [p/s :  banana in pyjamas :D]

Another ordinary monday is passing me by , perhaps just to see how much of a mess I've been .These couple of weeks , I've been totally senseless&demented ,I lost my wise track of mine .nutsnutsnuts.I'll say blame it on the assignments paw!  IT really dragged ,trampled , beat me to the core-type of situation

!.Sounds epic huh?.by the time I finish completing this sentences I've realise-I am actually a trainwreck machine-who complains all the time .Seriously , me and myself ,we've got issues .yesYESyes.Actually today ,I'm planning to meet my bossom friends , but things are still blurrings the lines.and

                          yeah a very GOOOOOOd morning earthlings :)

Bunch of kisses,xoxo

-Adeline :)

I love the fact that we aren't simple

I'm sorry tht IT didn't work out

.We aren't simple , and never will be . I'm still getting all your flashbacks-which is giving me HELLYes I'm so paid.Somehow ,I'm trapped in the middle of nowhere,yet I know I deserved much more better than this crap .owh wait , I didn't mean to moan .Maybe some fine day you will realize ,nobody gonna treat you better than I am . and I'm really sorry if my exhibit didn't represent me well ,I'm sorry if I'm talking shit , but I really do mean it .

MARA PROF' COLLEGE:okay peeps , I know I'm so late , but it's been a while ey ? .I can't really recall , but I guess its on 31 August 2010 .I left you guys ,how I missh you guys .Dear wifey ,syirah , lala,tira,alya,rov and myra .No words could ever express how gratitude I am just to meet you guys .I am blessed to have bunch of friends like you guys  .Thou , we're from differ states-obviously , selangor ,kelantan ,terengganu ,pahang ,sabah , thats what make you guys memorable.-timeless.Our amity should be evermore :')

[p/s: will forget the world that I knew , but I swear I won't forget you]

I wore a lot of happy faces today,RAYArayaRAYA :).Its nice to meet familiar faces ,the overjoyed laughter , people lol-ling like theres no tommorrow.Apologize me , I didn't get the chance to snap any pics ,because I'm too busy reminiscience the past .such a weirdo .I was looking at this particular table , and I'm getting all the figures of my bestfriends and I ,sitting there endlessly talking to each other , while the other would try to snap some pics .awww.I mish those old days . and NOW i'm looking forward to meet them <3

My current obbessesions are

:Jensen Ackles:

:M.shadows:

:Travie mccoy:

:Justin Bieber

:(yes hes a kid so wtf ?)

-Pictures will be uploaded soon-

Till now sayorita, adios amigosss

-Bunch of kisses,xoxo (its like im writting a letter , this is nuts )

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