:) I'm loving every bit of ths song .

I told you that im leaving (deuces)
I know you mad but so what?
I wish you best of luck
And now im finna throw them deuces up
Im on some new shit
Im chuckin my deuces up to em
Im moving on to something better, better, better
No more tryin to make it work
You made me wanna say bye bye, say bye bye, say bye bye to em :)

WHAT IF-

 reminiscence with wide blue ocean .

Screw me .

We went to 1b today . Settling all the stuffs.I wish I can tell you more :) .Back to the track .I'm no complaining , but I let my conscience do the talk .I mean , should I or shouldn't I ? I've just realise tht -I'm NOT DATING anyone .I NEVER dated anyone since my last goodbye back in 2007.-officially- for almost 4 years ALREADY.wootwoot !.Hell yeah , Relationship never get deep to me.Hold up ,I'm soooooo OVER em .I never bash em .I'm no hating and I do wish em well.He moved on and I moved on.Eversince, I take control of myself I put all my feelings & weakness aside.I managed to live my life like a robot .For all ths time,I hve no issues on it.I'm fying like a bird,if you knw what I'm saying.I tasted FREEDOM, and I loike it.I'm not going to lie ,I often asked myself- What if I never met my soulmate ? What If I'm not interested in anyone AGAIN ? What if don't need another half to make me whole ? What If I really posses myself ? All the Ifs,buts or maybes keep filling my head.I noticed , I let my guard fence me all the time,and not letting anyone in .I saw wht my friends hv been through and I don't wanna be the next "LUCKY" star to fall and lost its shines.Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.Left me nothing , complete nothing to say .Everything happens for a reason , and I forced myself to believe it

Thts simply my little thoughts , so WHAT IF- :)

My wish .

Monday morning , I haven't take anything yet .

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you

And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' ?til you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you and the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get

[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/r/rascal-flatts-lyrics/my-wish-lyrics.html ]
Oh, you'd find God's grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish, yeah yeah

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I'm posting this song by rascal flatts because I really do wish things go smooth on you guys .  I just feel like it .

It's been a decade nw , frankly I lost my password .hold up I knw tht sounds stupiddd-

It's been a decade nw , frankly I lost my password .Hold up .I knw tht sounds stupiddd-

 I'm a spoil brat ? maybe a lil.I've millions of plan for christmas ,till I don't knw where to start by-fcuk.
Not to be forgotton ,ths year I really did a wish list ,and hell yeah I'm sooooooo out of budget .Just why we don't have fallen money ? diss meteor ,I'd enough of it . None of my wishes are coming true.Btway , I'm throwin' a party ths year , sweet 18 ,and I'm crossing my fingers hoping tht everythings are gonna be alright .I wish all my bitches would come but then things doesn't always go our way- All my wifeys Syirah , Lala , ALYA,Tyra , and Myra ? .lmao . I wish u guys can jst drop everything thre and fly here ! cus I've been missing you guys like HELL.
                                           Venue- La Fuenta 1 Borneo
                                               Dress code- Black dress .


Some of La fuenta best shots .

:)

till now
Adeline Carol
Bunch of kisses






       Grinding and wining over past is useless .You can smack his car but you just couln't get rid of the scars.:)

A morning that I didn't expect .

What do you do if you lost ur sense of believing ? A place of shelter ? A shoulder to lean on ? Someone to cling to ? What will you do if you lost a FRIEND.I missed those whom  understands me , those who be in your  room and hear all your story rather than flirting her ass off over some guys-friends .Everyone has a limit , and mine reached up - At least for one , for godsake , don't take everything - I loathe the numb look that you frenquently gave me. In my mind I had so much time , but I was so wrong, Just by the waves tht floating the shore , enough to swept away the amity that we had .

current mode- shattered .

SIR ,Next time you point a finger ,I point you the the MIRROR .

My mood swingsssssss .These couple of days , I've been crawling a LOT . Its not like I can't stand on my own feet , - just seems to lost in a maze , riddle ,question .Enough is ENOUGH .speechless .I'm talking crap.I don't yearn four  your love . I don't need your love for charity .Don't spill your sympathy on me ,I had enough darl .It's so damn hard to kick this feelin' but I ain't gonna take any backward steps.I loathe your jeans , your smell , your vision , your words , your god given name , and most of all i hate me.

p/s: Don't ask me if I'm fine , when you know I'm not .

Fanatic haters - You know my name , not mY STORY GIRL .GROW UP .

                                                                    Third of Raya .

We keep our amity tight ,
       We put them boys to the side .



Tht's all for today , I'm not in a good zone right now .(cough+flu+headache)

An ordinary lil sayorita :')

For a sec , why can't I sincerely wear a smile ? .Why ,whats wrong with this homo-sapiens ?.Wish I could rip out a page from my memory , I put too much energy on it -just on it .Have you notice , I loose my focus ? sillydumbdumb me .moral of the story - I'm just too whacked , fatigue , exhausted ,Yea mister , you name it .Get me outta of here .Don't you know I'm claustrophobia ? My life keeps moving and its taking a toll of me , I'm not resistance to bruises nor do scratches .I'm fragile ,handle me with care .Am I asking for too much ?  *sigh*

                                                                  I think ,therefore ,I'm SINGLE
                                  [  My declaration of independence , I don't need to be anyone's baby ]

                                             

             Introducing , the song that I sing along ,my fallen star :)

                                 (The momma &

The sista-who's 5 but she instruct me like 40 years old widowed)

bravo muchachita .

                                          You aspire .I write . 

                                

I'm not an epicurean feast


I'm no her and never will be .


Let my starlight shines on it's own


Not the same kid from your scatty memory .

or less , I've gained more

we're in the same boat , why rained me with hatred?

One glance explains everything , twice cause wars.


wish I could treat triumph & disaster equally


blame me , I'm just god given name .


Do mind your words , I ain't heartless.


and YOU , it goes by the name YOU .


Your bygones keep me chill ,


Its your halo , keeps me sane .


Those three words feed me with a state of bliss that I can't explain.

I can't draw a river , I won't drag you down ,


Yet , I'll make you unreachable .


Cause I hold up the rhythm to your silence .

[WRITTEN by-ADELINE CAROL ALEX]









  When Pictures speak LOUDER

                   We didn't act our age :D

Monday,YET ?

                                                               

                                                       September 13th 2010 .

                                                     Fill your morn with

                                                   A cup of happiness :)

                                                [p/s :  banana in pyjamas :D]

Another ordinary monday is passing me by , perhaps just to see how much of a mess I've been .These couple of weeks , I've been totally senseless&demented ,I lost my wise track of mine .nutsnutsnuts.I'll say blame it on the assignments paw!  IT really dragged ,trampled , beat me to the core-type of situation

!.Sounds epic huh?.by the time I finish completing this sentences I've realise-I am actually a trainwreck machine-who complains all the time .Seriously , me and myself ,we've got issues .yesYESyes.Actually today ,I'm planning to meet my bossom friends , but things are still blurrings the lines.and

                          yeah a very GOOOOOOd morning earthlings :)

Bunch of kisses,xoxo

-Adeline :)

I love the fact that we aren't simple

I'm sorry tht IT didn't work out

.We aren't simple , and never will be . I'm still getting all your flashbacks-which is giving me HELLYes I'm so paid.Somehow ,I'm trapped in the middle of nowhere,yet I know I deserved much more better than this crap .owh wait , I didn't mean to moan .Maybe some fine day you will realize ,nobody gonna treat you better than I am . and I'm really sorry if my exhibit didn't represent me well ,I'm sorry if I'm talking shit , but I really do mean it .

MARA PROF' COLLEGE:okay peeps , I know I'm so late , but it's been a while ey ? .I can't really recall , but I guess its on 31 August 2010 .I left you guys ,how I missh you guys .Dear wifey ,syirah , lala,tira,alya,rov and myra .No words could ever express how gratitude I am just to meet you guys .I am blessed to have bunch of friends like you guys  .Thou , we're from differ states-obviously , selangor ,kelantan ,terengganu ,pahang ,sabah , thats what make you guys memorable.-timeless.Our amity should be evermore :')

[p/s: will forget the world that I knew , but I swear I won't forget you]

I wore a lot of happy faces today,RAYArayaRAYA :).Its nice to meet familiar faces ,the overjoyed laughter , people lol-ling like theres no tommorrow.Apologize me , I didn't get the chance to snap any pics ,because I'm too busy reminiscience the past .such a weirdo .I was looking at this particular table , and I'm getting all the figures of my bestfriends and I ,sitting there endlessly talking to each other , while the other would try to snap some pics .awww.I mish those old days . and NOW i'm looking forward to meet them <3

My current obbessesions are

:Jensen Ackles:

:M.shadows:

:Travie mccoy:

:Justin Bieber

:(yes hes a kid so wtf ?)

-Pictures will be uploaded soon-

Till now sayorita, adios amigosss

-Bunch of kisses,xoxo (its like im writting a letter , this is nuts )

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