:) I'm loving every bit of ths song .

I told you that im leaving (deuces)
I know you mad but so what?
I wish you best of luck
And now im finna throw them deuces up
Im on some new shit
Im chuckin my deuces up to em
Im moving on to something better, better, better
No more tryin to make it work
You made me wanna say bye bye, say bye bye, say bye bye to em :)

WHAT IF-

 reminiscence with wide blue ocean .

Screw me .

We went to 1b today . Settling all the stuffs.I wish I can tell you more :) .Back to the track .I'm no complaining , but I let my conscience do the talk .I mean , should I or shouldn't I ? I've just realise tht -I'm NOT DATING anyone .I NEVER dated anyone since my last goodbye back in 2007.-officially- for almost 4 years ALREADY.wootwoot !.Hell yeah , Relationship never get deep to me.Hold up ,I'm soooooo OVER em .I never bash em .I'm no hating and I do wish em well.He moved on and I moved on.Eversince, I take control of myself I put all my feelings & weakness aside.I managed to live my life like a robot .For all ths time,I hve no issues on it.I'm fying like a bird,if you knw what I'm saying.I tasted FREEDOM, and I loike it.I'm not going to lie ,I often asked myself- What if I never met my soulmate ? What If I'm not interested in anyone AGAIN ? What if don't need another half to make me whole ? What If I really posses myself ? All the Ifs,buts or maybes keep filling my head.I noticed , I let my guard fence me all the time,and not letting anyone in .I saw wht my friends hv been through and I don't wanna be the next "LUCKY" star to fall and lost its shines.Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.Left me nothing , complete nothing to say .Everything happens for a reason , and I forced myself to believe it

Thts simply my little thoughts , so WHAT IF- :)

My wish .

Monday morning , I haven't take anything yet .

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you

And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' ?til you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you and the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get

[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/r/rascal-flatts-lyrics/my-wish-lyrics.html ]
Oh, you'd find God's grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish, yeah yeah

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I'm posting this song by rascal flatts because I really do wish things go smooth on you guys .  I just feel like it .

It's been a decade nw , frankly I lost my password .hold up I knw tht sounds stupiddd-

It's been a decade nw , frankly I lost my password .Hold up .I knw tht sounds stupiddd-

 I'm a spoil brat ? maybe a lil.I've millions of plan for christmas ,till I don't knw where to start by-fcuk.
Not to be forgotton ,ths year I really did a wish list ,and hell yeah I'm sooooooo out of budget .Just why we don't have fallen money ? diss meteor ,I'd enough of it . None of my wishes are coming true.Btway , I'm throwin' a party ths year , sweet 18 ,and I'm crossing my fingers hoping tht everythings are gonna be alright .I wish all my bitches would come but then things doesn't always go our way- All my wifeys Syirah , Lala , ALYA,Tyra , and Myra ? .lmao . I wish u guys can jst drop everything thre and fly here ! cus I've been missing you guys like HELL.
                                           Venue- La Fuenta 1 Borneo
                                               Dress code- Black dress .


Some of La fuenta best shots .

:)

till now
Adeline Carol
Bunch of kisses






       Grinding and wining over past is useless .You can smack his car but you just couln't get rid of the scars.:)